Using Your Own Poison

In 2013, Ed, for one month I lived in a cottage in a village in rural South India. The water and/or food was poisoned so that I was bleeding heavily that entire time and couldn’t go out. So I was at a tourist spot but inside for three weeks straight. (I went out a little the last week).

But that cottage, Ed, was built over an ancient astral portal, and the entire time I was there, was just revelation upon revelation.

The first or second night there I saw in the astral the huge Serpent or Seraph Goddess who is an ancestor of my soul body. I was breastfeeding Gabriel and looking at her and found that my energy field and hers were the same. She was full of what we call Serpent venom and so was I and I was feeding my baby it!!

Before I panicked, she conveyed to me that my programmed mind is seeing our field as poison, because we are pure.

I was like, “What????”

She showed me, Ed, that thug world mass consciousness, as well as so called “scientific” body, considers all that hold pure frequencies as poison because they cause or inspire the rapid shedding of that which is not the native frequency of a body.

For example, if you are an A body, but you got clinging bits of B, C, D, H, J etc., when a body which is a pure version of itself, ie. pure J or pure K or pure X, or whatever comes near, it will cause you to contract into your own nature, of A, releasing everything else.

This rapid shedding of non native frequencies can result in the body going unconscious for a while as the nervous system recalibrates. Some times, the soul might leave and re-enter the body. When the soul leaves, the static of the nervous system is released. When the soul re-enters, it’s a fresh start in the pure frequency. People who go through near death experiences talk about this shift.

For the soulless body, if there is a rapid change of frequency of the nervous system, having no soul and therefore no native connection of the psyche to the body, the egoic (mind generated personality) energy field becomes disembodied or ends, which is death.

In black magic practices, they poison soulless entities causing them to leave and have other egoic entities take over the body left behind. This how they create “zombies” which having no own person can be controlled and made to do anything.

Soldiers in armies around the world are subjected to this kind of attack. Those who resist or survive it often go through depersonalization and other psychological traumatic conditions as a result of the nervous shocking and drain.

But, what I’m saying is, a poison is essentially something so pure that it inspires in us souls, the shedding of that which is non-native to us. The fakes can’t handle it, but we can and do on a daily basis.

AS HUMANS WE MUST NEVER FEAR POISON OF ANY KIND. WE ARE ABLE TO HANDLE EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE.

After showing me that, the Seraph Goddess, over the many days I was there, lying down in an exhausted faint most of the time, because of the heat, feeding Gabriel through the day; that the purer a soul is, the purer elementally the body becomes. And our fluids, from saliva to sweat, urine, orgasm fluid, blood, as well as feces change to reflect that. We become a poison to the thug matrix that exists as a compromised or broken frequency.

At the time I got very upset as she showed me that my presence breaks static fields, and such is very human with a soul. She began to show me people’s life stories. Humans, ie. How the thugs who know about our purity by the way, constantly trying to infiltrate our bodies and minds so that we be connected to their false frequencies through trauma (the only frequency they can be on).

She showed me how “morality” that we are taught in religions is actually immorality, when we feed or nurture that which does not resonate to our soul.

All that moving is not living. All that looks human is not human.

This was incredibly difficult for me then to comprehend. But because I am energy sensitive I understood it as simply very physical. If something physically makes the body feel recognition, it’s our frequency or our range of compatible frequency. If it causes our physical body to react, it’s impurity to us, no matter how it looks or anything.

She showed me that for the pure human, our so soul called problems, energy flow issues are our pure soul reacting to incompatible frequencies.

This was a life changing shift for me, as I began to consciously release from my life that which I no longer felt vibing with my soul. This was very difficult for me because it went against all my mind programming of holding on to things, places, people.

It’s difficult to let go of the little you have, without any guarantee of the future, but it’s the only way to create the frequency to move towards on our life path.

And then, very, very gently she showed me that as we become purer in soul, our body becomes purer, often causing us to react violently (allergies) to things we accepted before.

And she showed me that our body itself and our emanations are the medicine we need. The poison itself is the medicine for the symptoms.

This of course is the well known homeopathic principle, “The Law of Similars.” This is why auto fecal therapy, urine therapy and taking back sexual fluids are so powerful.

But going beyond even that, is the feeding on our SOUL poison or darkness.

This is what I found the most difficult. Because it means the end of the vision of us as we have been taught to like, and adore. It means the end of the personality we so carefully built up and which people liked.

Constantly, Ed, constantly, the thug world wants us to be some stable personality so that they can learn to manipulate us, and imitate us.

But as we strive to be true to our frequency, we find we cannot be any fixed (and therefore non-living or static) personality.

Our rage, all our dark side emotions, feelings, experiences; they demand changes in us, our actions.

Unlike the past, I could not keep being nice to people who whether intentionally or not, were blocking my free spirit expression.

When we just will it, Ed, “will” like spiritually intend it, to use our own poison as our medicine and spiritual guide, our dark side comes out.

Attraction to things our mind doesn’t like. I wrote recently about how we’re programmed to getting turned on by humiliation because that thing that causes humiliation is our sacred body nectars that we can never do without.

Dark stuff like that comes out, dark, because we cannot understand it.

Memories come out of when we hated someone without knowing why. We suppressed it because we couldn’t mentally understand why we hate them.

Maybe our spiritual vision will show us maybe not. Sometimes we are emotionally not able to handle the truth. I could not emotionally handle the betrayal of those I considered my father, mother, brother etc. till recently .

God allows only how much we can handle emotionally to be revealed to us.

But whether that revelation is there or not, we must accept our soul’s diktat and judgment as supreme and final.

Our hate, disgust, rage, aversion; our every attraction to everything too, there’s a divine soul reason for it.

The purpose of poison, is to lead us to purity, so we can reach our heaven state.

We must allow our poisons to permeate our consciousness and lead us.

I used to have all these people in my life that I accepted and loved unconditionally. A fountain of love, fake as we now know it was, was I.

Never could I know true love while I was in the frequency of fake love, fake forgiveness, fake kindness.

Religion, public or mass consciousness morality came against me. By the way the thugs came against me at every step I took, I knew the power of that move I was making.

This is the journey of our lives, Ed.

I know that to reach you, I don’t need to make a lot of money (as I previously thought), I don’t have to look like I used to in my twenties, I don’t have to become someone the thug world validates.

The only thing that shifts the parasite world that comes between a human man and woman, because they live off our separation pain; is my poison which is my purity keeper.

Those who the spirit wishes to reveal this to, will see. Let him who has ear, hear.

Every injustice and hurt that ever happened to us, that is happening to us, is allowed by God, because it makes our soul respond by making poisons exactly calibrated to energetically take out that which is impure to our realm and universe.

Our anger, rage, intention to destroy, our curses, they are the sacred medicine of the Spirit for our human mass consciousness and our realm, our Earth.

Allow your poison to guide you. Don’t suffer because you cannot understand it or you mentally don’t like it.

A drawing of eight year old me, unable to know or understand the rage, the fire my energy field carries to now, for the crimes done to me and my loved ones.

They told me, “You cannot go through life carrying this rage. You must forgive. ” I was ready over and over to die, and let those life story end.

But God told me that my body’s rage is his rage.

Whatever your pain, anger; know it is God’s. Honor it and let it show you the way.