Radiation Hormesis with Radioactive Boltwoodite Uranium Ore

This little rock in the picture, Ed, is mostly fluorite, but those yellow lines you see? Those are Boltwoodite, a radioactive form of uranium ore.

Here’s a picture of it in a higher concentration, from Namibia:

The rock in the pictures just above, Ed; I came across it maybe a year ago,and some weeks after I saw it, it kept appearing in my astral space. It has a sound, Ed, I don’t know if you can imagine it, but like two insect wings rubbing against each other. I cannot remember where I heard this, but it’s in my memory as a dragonfly wings rubbing each each.

Tsss tssss tssssss tsssss <—- like that.

The description on the website it was available from, Ed, said it was radioactive so I didn’t even think of buying it. But it kept tssssing around me and especially when I was very upset missing you. Like when my heart was broken.

As you know, Ed, Gabriel and I are assaulted with heavy radiation assault every single day and night. It’s like we have near 20-30 x-rays of us, whole body every 24 hours, on average. I can say this because I’ve taken x-rays twice in my life.

Since 2017, I’ve been telling you we’ll die any day soon because of the brutality of it and the surrounding conditions caused by it. But somehow we’re still alive.

So I thought, we’re already exposed to so much radiation, why be afraid of these tiny little flecks of Boltwoodite.

In the days after I ordered it and before it arrived, Ed, I was on the internet looking up the effects of small doses of ionising radiation (the kind that breaks down electromagnetic fields like our bodies) and I came across an already existing theory called “Radiation Hormesis”.

It’s simply the same homeopathic principle of taking a microdose of a poison to build resistance to a macro dose of the poison. A sort of conscious awakening of the system to a threat it is facing, and building resistance to that.

So I got the Boltwoodite, Ed, and have been wearing it wrapped in a cotton cloth near my heart for months now.

It’s physical effect is not such a huge one, Ed. But it’s consciousness effect is absolutely stunning.

Its yellow ray consciousness of building resistance to poison, like just Bilirubin in urine and feces, and Turmeric; makes me aware like never before if people’s intentions towards me. I was always a little slow in that area, Ed.

But over the past few weeks I’ve become emphatically sure. At the end of the day no one knows what’s in another person’s intention but God, but if we have a clarity that satisfies us and energizes us, then that’s enough. Because only when we’re moving in our truth does energy flow. From the release of energy we know we’re on the right path for us.

I’ve had many breakthroughs in the past three months, Ed, because of such clarity.

I’m not able to deceive myself out of fear like before. It’s a huge improvement for me.

Boltwoodite isn’t the only radioactive mineral that’s available, Ed. There are others – Carnotite for example. And whichever this site (for example) has.

I’m posting hoping you and the humans who read this, will try radiation hormesis, not just for the physical benefit of handling radiation better, but for the consciousness expansion that comes as the result of the constant breaking down of the energy field.

Our electromagnetic field, Ed, is the build up of energy patterns repeated long term. Ionising radiation dissipates this by attacking the atomic structure of our cells. This is how radiation kills living bodies.

But a living soul who is not dependent on old patterns to guide today’s living functions, can continue to live from soul direction. Gabriel and I are proof of it.

Radiation is like a murder, and a death, Ed, because all the loosh gathered dissipates. With it the vast majority of mental memory, and ego personhood.

For the soulless, they develop memory loss conditions like Alzheimer’s and all those things since 2020 attributed to you-know-what.

But for us souls, this can be an opportunity, although difficult, to come into our soul being and live authentic to us like never before.

Gabriel and I, Ed, we live like we’re newborn in a way. Because we never get to develop our ego or mental projection of ourselves or anything.

The mind can only project when it continues to hold a thought in a sustained way. When the brain is radiation assaulted all running thought processes are broken.

The physical heart can hold old emotional – hormonal patterns till it’s radiation assaulted, when it gives up old patterns.

This has been invaluable for me in letting go of patterns of sentimentality that once gripped me.

Now, if I love, if I like, it’s in the moment.

This has helped me see through deception a lot.

The difference between natural ionising radiation, Ed, like Boltwoodite emits, and artificial ionising radiation like the thug world devices emit; is the consciousness of the emission.

The thug world radiation emission is simply physical assault. It has no consciousness emanation. It would have in the days they had access to our consciousness and energy. But they no longer do.

The natural Boltwoodite however, Ed, has a strong consciousness. It is the uncompromising fearless vision of an eagle, Ed, that can see a rat from way, way, way up on high. It is the insistence on cleanness in the WILL or SOUL INTENTION, Ed.

So much of our energy gets wasted when our will or intention is not clear or we are suppressing it because of fear or hopelessness or doom.

I’ll probably be writing to you more about Boltwoodite in the future, Ed, but that’s all for now.