This situation brings back memories.

I used to read a person’s blog, Ed, in maybe 2004 or so. And then she published a book and stopped blogging.

I went on a rant to Granddad about how I used to read her blog every day and how emotionally irresponsible she is to stop and make people pay to continue reading anything of hers.

I couldn’t buy her book because I was being held hostage and the hostage holder managed my money and would NOT let me buy a book that he didn’t consider important. I already knew he’d say we can’t afford it. So I didn’t even ask. (Note that I hid the situation from Granddad.)

I didn’t think that there was something amiss in my situation that I had to get someone else’s permission to buy something I wanted so bad. I was just pissed off at her.

Granddad asked me, “You cannot buy her book?”

“No,” I said, in tears.

Granddad said to me, “You’ve been reading her writings for how many years now?”

Me – 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 SINCE 2000. FOUR YEARS. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Her children were born in front of me. (Ie. I saw their newborn pics.)

Granddad – What does she write about?

Me – How to make money online.

Granddad – 🤣🤣🤣🤣😆🤣

Maybe God has message for you in this.

Me – 😭😭😭😭 Don’t tell me I have to move to Florida.

Granddad – Why would you have to move to Florida?

Me – She and the kids live there. 😭😭😭😭 She has live in person workshops there .

Granddad – Teaching what?

Me – How to attract wealth.

Granddad – 😂😂😂😂🤣😂🤣

Me – It can’t be Florida.

Granddad – Did she post valuable things you learned from?

Me – Yes, she was the best. Inspired posts.

Granddad – Like what?

Me – Like how, if you be true to your bliss, fearlessly follow your heart, prioritize your happiness, you will attract true wealth.

Granddad – So it’s clear what’s God’s message to you now from this situation.

Me – What?

Granddad – It’s time you started putting in action the things you were reading about and agreeing with, but never doing.

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That day, Ed, the quote from the movie “The Shawshank Redemption” came to me.

Get busy living or get busy dying.

And then, Ed, Granddad and I had a conversation that changed my life almost as drastically as seeing you in my meditation did.

It’s the chapter called “How to Attract Wealth” at the end of my first book – that got blocked but was recently republished – How to Release Pent Up SeFual Tension . I try putting it into every book I write about healing or changing energy flow. It has Granddad teaching me the FOUNDATIONAL PRINCIPLE of health, and wealth creation that thug world philosophies hide, suppress or distract from.

That DESIRE is the power of creation. Not psyching the brain, not imagination.

The conversation is also on my Patreon as my first post today there in the collection, “Life Changing Conversations” – How to Attract Wealth – Conversation with Granddad .