Your Survivor Personality

will eventually sabotage your happiness if you try to become a happy person.

I was shocked when I realized that my Number #1 enemy, is my own Survivor Personality.

I thought to myself, “How will I survive if I let that personality of me go? If I become happy and forget how to brutally cut off – one thing for example that survivor personalities do?

My soul told me that a survivor personality develops when a person begins to believe that they survived alone, on their own. The feeling of isolation makes us believe we did it alone and so we begin to see our self as a lone warrior. This can be incredibly comforting for someone used to feeling helpless. This can make a person feel high on their own aloneness.

The truth however, is that no soul does ANYTHING alone.

Aloneness is a parasite world trauma delusion based on the concept that if you can’t see or hear another person, there’s no one with you.

I don’t think I need to tell a soul, why this can never be true for a natural living being.

Our very existence is dependent on the co-existence of our opposite polarity or twin flame. The fabric of Time is made up of our being the offspring of our ancestors and producing our descendants; all of who in the timeless time are with us.

Our very bodies are a product of various minute living beings like yeasts and bacteria, each of who has their being and consciousness; some of them communicating with distant stars.

Our aloneness is just one of the most ridiculous ideas ever. If you start looking into all the universal forces, other living beings with will – because of whose personal choice and sustained support you even open your eyes in this dimension every day; you’ll be shocked at how very foolish and stupid the idea that you survived on your own is.

It is possibly the height of ego, to think you survived anything at all on your own.

Forget the disrespect of that, forget that that blasphemy of saying your parents and your beloved have abandoned you, stopped loving you; the catastrophe is that the survivor personality literally, really, will attack you for being happy.

I know people who have anxiety attacks if they catch themselves smiling at something. They will avoid eating something they like, because it’ll make them happy. They prevent their family from enjoying themselves too because it scares them.

Somd others with strong survivor complex, will be sure to go have a ond night stand any time they find themselves falling in love with someone.

The matter is simple –

Every time we uphold or invest in the paradigm of us being ALONE in our life, in our troubles, we feed the maniac survivor personality, who will then drain our energy and prevent us progressing in ANY area of our lives by which we might experience the joy of being us.

The survivor personality needs us to try to be anything but us, because if we’re us, it means we’re connected to the rest of humanity and the universe; this will bring fresh energy in and fresh energy is the enemy of trauma.

If we start liking our face, our body, our voice, our hair, our nature; start feeling joy in our body; survivor personality is going lose its energy supply – our self hatred, our blaming of our nature for all the tragedies that happened.

My spirit says that the start of true personal power is in letting go of the delusion that we are alone in our life, and honoring the divine forces and living beings of whose being we have emerged an independent living being. Independent but not alone.

Independent, not because of being cut off, but because of being ever harmoniously connected.

I find that the mineral called Turquoise has helped me experience my constant connection to the earth field and other living beings. I wear it constantly and every time I see it, I remember, “I am not existing separately. I am embedded in, and I AM the earth.”

This has slowly been changing my choices for myself. Instead of upholding my aloneness, I’ve been upholding and taking joy in all those whose hearts produce the love energy that is my real food and warmth and shelter.

The mantra OM MAHNE PEMEH HOOM that I say a lot, play on the computer, is an affirmation of the eternal state of every natural living being.

We manifest as male and female. And while our bodies might seem separate, our soul is always One.

There isn’t a cell of our body that is without its own twin flame in the body of our Beloved. That’s why we love and treasure each other’s bodies so much.

This great truth has stood true through all times, the dissolution and restart of times and universes. Your Survivor Personality is a joke in front of the great Oneness.

When we align the energy investments we make everyday; in how we spend our time, who we hang out with, how we speak, the words we use etc., with the Great Truth of our Oneness, the survivor personality just waiting to sabotage us so we keep living feeling alone, will not get fed and wither.

Choosing love isn’t about discovering you’re in love when you’re about to get on a plane, doing airport love scenes.

Choosing love is about honoring your reality as a soul who is permanently entangled, surrounded and one with your Beloved whether they are visible or not.

A life lived honoring our eternal reality shifts us surely out of delusion into truth and the power that comes with that.