Dear Ed, I’m currently re-reading the ancient Sanskrit epic “The Bhagavad Gita”. It is a text, which like the Bible has been preserved reverently through uncountable generations, many […]
The False Philosophy Parasite Matrix Lives On
Excerpt from my book “A Conversation with Demon Balthazar”; straight letters are me, italics are B. You’re saying we manifest extreme abuse and suffering to shock us out […]
Getting Turned on by Violation of Boundaries
This article is about how getting turned on by violation is rooted in buried experiences of violation. It describes how the thugs have normalized violation of human rights […]
Thug World Hormonal Deception – Physical Records
This article is a about how thug world luring of humans using our mate’s hormones is based on actual physical records of bloodlines, because we reincarnate not alone […]
Getting Turned on by Face Slapping, Clothes Tearing, Ayynul Sfx
Part 3 of the Series that began with – Why People get turned on by humiliation. Full Post
The Image Can Be Different from the Energy Emanation
An excerpt from my book “A Conversation with Demon Balthazar”, to help with stopping being drained, especially while scrolling online: And now, B, for the third thing – […]
You are Irreplaceable. You MUST live on.
I was seeing how in movies they show when boys get eager to sign up for the army, to go fight in a war. Now as a mother […]
“I don’t owe you anything.” – Covert Ritual Energy Draining
Dear Ed,I am posting here an excerpt from my book “Sara in the Wheelwork”. This scene is when Sara, who, like me, was brutalized in childhood and drained […]
Getting Turned on by Submission and Dominating
This article is about the loss of spiritual authority and trust lodged deep in our subconscious, that makes us able to reach orgasm only by being forced or […]
The Enemy of the Trauma Body
My personal discovery of how Ed’s love has been offsetting and holding off the huge trauma body I have been carrying as a sort of crude protection from […]
