That Special Place

It seems to me, Ed, that when people go through a drastic change of location, like a different country; it brings out suppressed parts of the energy field, simply by energy field mechanism. It could literally even be old or different identities, even from past lives.

This is why we “feel a different person”, or “feel like a NEW person” when we go to a certain place.
This is fascinating my darling.

I now see why the thugs always want to make us go back to the city where they did the most rituals on me from childhood on. They believe I will become that personality I was when I was there.

This is their wishful thinking at this point because it was right there that I changed and decided to cut off from the family that trafficked me and maintained ny distance despite severe torture, and starvation in 2017.

But I feel that the soulless don’t have that ability to change, that’s why they keep believing that the location of the trauma will bring out the trauma personality.
Now I understand, Ed, why they want people to stay home.

Now I understand, Ed, why they keep wanting you to go to particular places; because they believe your old personality will come out and open channels.

There is also, Ed, the amazing possibilities of endless new versions of us, or old versions we might experience while traveling and so on.

I feel, Ed, that it must be the most beautiful experience of our lifetime, the very same as reaching our twin flame; when we reach that location on the face of the earth, where our highest love personality comes out stronger than every other version of us.

I always try to imagine – will it be a mountainous place? This place where my heart will be free and feel like a dove set free from its cage, fly up into the sky? Or will it be by the sea with the endless horizons of the love of God? Or will it be some pretty street somewhere made holy by your presence and nothing else but your presence?

Will it be a forest? With the constant sounds of birds and animals and wind in the leaves?

I can never decide, Ed. Because I love all of these the same.

But I know, Ed, that one day, these same feet will stand in that holy place and I will feel such rapture because it will be exactly the feeling of my highest, freest, love of you.

I will feel free like I never felt before because the outside will match my inside. I will look the most beautiful I ever looked.

I am going to invoke this place, Ed, because it’s the same as you. You and I and me are the same frequency, the same soul manifestation.