The False Philosophy Parasite Matrix Lives On

Excerpt from my book “A Conversation with Demon Balthazar”; straight letters are me, italics are B.

You’re saying we manifest extreme abuse and suffering to shock us out of some kind of state of numbness?

Not just numbness, but an apathy towards oneself that is a child of the false philosophy that has filled the atmosphere of this realm for a long time; a false philosophy that makes us believe we are only worth as much as we give to others. This is a foundational philosophy used by the parasitical demons to live off the living beings in this realm and even in other realms.

I know, B, I thought I’d fixed it in me years ago but it is so seeped into me that I still find it affecting me even now.

It is a disease, if ever there was, and there are many who live like worms crawling on the ground, instead of eagles soaring in the air, because their sense of self worth is dependent on how much they give to others, help others; and it’s a bottomless pit.