God will bring your Beloved to you.

176 years ago, today Ed and I are meeting for the first time in that timeline. Decades later, I was codeine poisoned to death at 34 years of us being married. After I left he wrote this in his diary. (It’s in the archives at the university he studied at, published by a person who came across our letters and diaries.)

His words, “I love -you love-we love each other till the sun freezes into an icycle. God is our pledge for that-or there is no God at all. Call me to yourself again!”

A year or two ago in a time of extreme despair I saw these words. I went to the kitchen and I said to God, “If ever any words are true, it is those. You are the pledge of our love.” As I said this, a bee came straight in the kitchen window after flying through the balcony outside, and straight at me, then stayed suspended in the air in front of my face before flying back out. It was God’s promise renewed. I drew that fly and it’s at the top of my website.

God who made every soul couple, will surely bring us together too when the time is right. Love will never fail.

This is a bit of Ed in that lifetime’s writing in his diary. I’m posting it for anyone that might feel that only they love, and no one loves like they do.

How deep and true your love in your heart is, how much you yearn for love, how you are willing to give your all for love; that is exactly how your twin flame feels too.