Speaking Your Truth Filters Out Fake “Friends”

All my life since I was 8, Ed, I pretended to be someone else, to have friends.

The pain I had in me was, I believed, so big that no one would be my friend if I showed it. I loved the security that being popular gave me. The fake family valued that everywhere they went, someone recognized them for being related to me, and admired them for it.

I was excellent at acting, Ed, when I believed my very life depended on it.

The ritual doers had to be careful never to hurt me too bad, because people were always noticing me. Friends would notice that I hadn’t attended school or church and enquire.

This was a huge deterrent to the very violent to the fake family and later in my life, the hostage holders.

And it became what I did for security, Ed. The fake friends; My flashing entertaining personality.

Humans worldwide, Ed, are surrounded by fakes and psychically feel threatened. Their ritual doers are not as crude as mine were, so most humans simply never know what it is causing them to feel anxious and worried for their safety.

And most humans, Ed, self deceive that the people around them are friends, because it’s too scary, especially when you’re a child, to face the reality. We begin to modify our personality to have the security of these friends, and stop ourselves from speaking the truth about us we fear no one will ever believe, or even use against us.

But a time comes, Ed, when we realize that those we have in our lives, can obstruct our development of our abilities to live well, find prosperity and happiness.

And that’s the time to develop the courage to speak our truth.

The miracle is, once we do, the majority of the fakes will back off, leaving room for real friends, real love.

I confess, I never got the courage, until the day I thought I was dying, and decided to write the truth for you to find.

And I only have the courage to speak my truth to you, because I have been so attacked and scarred by others for even trying to, in the past.

But I try, and I encourage everyone to stop suppressing our truth just because thug world fakes can’t handle it.

They don’t count anymore. They’re on their way out. We are every future there is. Our truth makes human and earth consciousness.